Monthly Archives: May 2009

Too many things, so little time

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Sorry guys, i know it’s been a while since i write anything.Been busy lately with all the work and stuff.I already finish downloading Hikaru no Go full episode and currently watching non stop till 65 episode right now (75 in total).Been downloading lots of stuff hehehe…Thank you to the internet that has given the opportunity to download as my heart desire.

I just finished downloading COD 2, i know, i know old school right but there won’t be the COD 4 and % if they didn’t come up with 2 first dont they?Capt’n Price in in COD 2 , still young huh Capt’n?I also finished downloading romance of the three kingdom 11 ( well save a rm 12 there, dah nak beli dah kat kedai aritu nasib baik jumpe source)hehe.Waiting to finish downloading the Sims 3 im half way through.

Watch a couple of new movie and old one.The star trek, night at the museum 2, angel and demon well if you know where to get those you really can save lots of money.I rarely went out nowadays, only to hangout a couple of times at Starbuck for my caramel afogato and play bowling.The project for Menghilir Sungai Pahang is already completed, well people those who lived in Kuantan go and see the Bilboard near komplek Teruntum.Hehehe perlu la nak bangga kan?

I not looking forward to go back to the u at the moment.For me, i find it a waste of time that i have to go back too KL just to play bowling…Since im been doing the same thing here.It’s not its getting to my head or something, but why would i spend my time playing bowling 2 hours everyday (as if) in KL if i can do it in Kuantan?besides we dont have any coach mind you.Aduyai i hate to go back, i learnt recently that not all of the bowler will be there for the training session.I really dont like the ideas though by having to go back to KL earlier than everyone else.if it was up to me, i want to go to the venue day, win the damn tournament and went back home.Its not like a SUKMA preparation or the interstate tournament.

Hurm i have few invitation to wedding ceremony this JUNE and i can’t go.Aduyai…hurm, today is Sunday already and i will be back in KL 2 weeks from now.It’s not like i despise living in KL, only i miss being here in Kuantan.Even without doing nothing you can enjoy the peace enviroment that kuantan can offer.I havent go to the TC yet.The monkey must be missing me hahaha.

There are two other anime that im downloading right now the Samurai Deeper Kyo and the Gundam.Let me tell you a bit about Hikaru no Go.

While exploring his grandfather’s shed, Hikaru stumbles across a Go board haunted by the spirit of Fujiwara-no-Sai, a fictional Go player from the Heian era. Sai wishes to play Go again, having not been able to since the late Edo period, when his ghost appeared to Honinbō Shūsaku, an actual Go player of that period. Sai’s greatest desire is to attain the – “Divine Move”, or the “Hand of God” – a perfect game. Because Hikaru is apparently the only person who can perceive him, Sai inhabits a part of Hikaru’s mind as a separate personality, coexisting, although not always comfortably, with the child.

Urged by Sai, Hikaru begins playing Go despite an initial lack of interest in the game. He begins by mimicking the moves Sai dictates to him, but Sai tells him to try to understand each move. In a Go salon, Hikaru defeats Akira Toya twice, a boy his age who plays Go at professional level, by following Sai’s instruction. Akira subsequently begins a quest to discover the source of Hikaru’s strength, an obsession which will come to dominate his life.

Hikaru becomes intrigued by the great dedication of Akira and Sai to the game and decides to start playing solely on his own. He is a complete novice at first, but has some unique abilities to his advantage; for instance, once he has a basic understanding of Go, he can reconstruct a game play by play from memory. Through training at Go clubs, study groups, and practice games with Sai, he manages to become an insei and later a pro, meeting various dedicated Go players of different ages and styles along the way. While Hikaru is at this point not yet up to the level of Akira, he demonstrates a natural talent for the game and remains determined to prove his own abilities to Akira, Sai, and himself.

The anime is one of the best anime i have seen.The world of Go is very interesting although im having the difficulties to compare between Othello an Go at first.There’s a tutorial at the end of every episode where they explain about Go.Hurm seems like i will be finish the series soon.If anyone of you are interested, i could lend it to you or you could just download the anime hehehe….

Let’s end today posting with and old videoclip from the JinxCrew member (Welcome to the Black PArade) hehehe if i’m not mistaken, it was made 3 years back.So enjoy and drop a comment yar?

From the infamous YOUR CHEMICAL ROMANCE hehehe


Too much hatred

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There are saying ” Cintailah seseorang itu dengan berpada – pada kerana mungkin satu hari nanti anda akan membencinya dan bencilah seseorang it dengan berpada – pada kerana mungkin satu hari nanti anda akan mencintainya”.Well, do you believe in this phrase?Part of me want to believe it, but another part said other wise.

Let face it, there is no such things as ” Puaskan hati semua orang”, and if somebody manage to find the way, do contact me and explain briefly.Certain people has gift or charm which no matter what they do, people still like them.However, on the other side, there are some type of people who can satisfied others in every single thing that they do.Do you ever hate some one?If you don’t, then kudos to you…

We hate people for many reason.They hurt us physically or mental.They do horrible thing to us.However,we could only hate them because of jealousy or because we envy them.Hurm, human, never satisfied don’t they.Well aren’t we all just like that.That’s why there’s a word that you need to study.”Syukur”..

People just hate seeing others happy and they try to destroy that happiness with any valid reason.Seeing others happy is so painful to them since they might not get the same treatment , or they are neglected by their surrounding.They will do everything in their power to influence those around them to act and behave the way they want it.If they are unhappy, others can’t have it too.

I know someone who possess these behavior (should i refer she/he as someone since i already called them nonhuman hehehe)…However her skill in persuading others is legendary.With her tears and sad face more resemblance to pig face if you must say..could capture those fool’s heart and mind..I don’t blame them, she maybe use some kind of black magic in order to do that.For those who is very fortunate is not in this sick animal’s cycle of life.I envy you, cause i know it will haunt me for the rest of my life.

Based on my word, you could detect that there’s a little hatred in it.No~ lot’s of hatred in it you might say.For some people, when they thought everything was quite, it was the end of the journey.OH NO, they are wrong, it;s not the end, it’s only a calm phase before the big tide coming.So better prepare before the tide was unleashed.Even the big wave will swap away you’re stupid tears of drama queen.Tears don’t work for me,anymore.

Guys, it’s not a good idea to keep hatred in your heart, but you will be foolish to just let it go.When the time’s come, it need to settle.Thing’s undone,need to be settle..this i ensure you.Before im writing anymore nonsense,it’s better if i hit the bed hehehehe.

When an Ex wants to be friends

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Sometimes it’s great when an ex wants to be friends but mostly it is not. Maybe you want nothing to do with your ex anymore because it’s over or maybe you want to be much more than friends with your ex.Whatever your feelings are, you need to know why your ex wants to be friends before you agree to be friends. As you will see, their reason may not be as innocent as you might think.

If you still care for your ex you could be setting yourself up to get used and hurt. If you don’t, you could be setting yourself up for a whole lot of trouble by giving your ex false hopes or allowing them into your life, as “your friend.”So, to help you make up your mind about whether or not it is a good idea to be friends with your ex here are possible reasons why they think it is.
To make sure you identify the real reason, be very honest about your ex – what type of person they are. Is it really possible your ex still cares for you, are they possibly vengeful and spiteful, or is your ex stringing you along?

One of the more harmless reasons why an ex wants to be friends is they think it is a kinder, gentler way to end your relationship. They have had a hard time deciding to break up and an even harder time doing it. They feel guilty about hurting you and want to do what they can to make you feel good about yourself. In practice, being downgraded from lover to friend – “You’re a great person and I’d like to stay friends” can be more of an insult than a comfort. Another possibility is that your ex wants to be friends because it makes life easier. You still mix with the same people, hang out at the same places, and so on. They don’t want you to cramp their style by getting get jealous, angry or creating a scene. In other words, by asking you to be friends your ex is basically asking you to guarantee you’ll “act nice.” That way they won’t have to hide out and miss out on the action.

It’s possible your ex wants to be friends because they still love you. If it has been a while since you broke up you may be thinking quite the opposite – that wanting to be friends is a sign they have finally accepted the break up. Don’t be fooled. It’s more likely a sign they want you back. Remember, it can take time for a hurt and angry ex who still loves you to realize they need some kind of contact – such as being friends – to have a chance of winning you back.If your ex ended the relationship, they may want to be friends to keep their options open. They want to try life without you but keep you “on ice” as a back up option if it doesn’t work out. One of the biggest dangers is that they don’t necessarily intend to get back together. They may only be interested in stringing you along for sex. Either way, this brand of “friendship” will usually include a healthy dose of flirtation designed to keep you interested and available.

As you can see, when an ex wants to be friends there are good reasons to think very carefully about whether or not it is a good idea. This is why, when an ex wants to be friends, you need to wonder why this is not enough – what they are hoping to gain.

Dawn the awakening~

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Today according to the real plan, i supposedly went to the cinema and watch that Angel and Demon.Since Paan already bought the ticket, im end up ticket less  (betul ke ayat ney) and i spent my whole  night in front of this monitor.Replying comments, updating blogs, edit some picture, play romance of the three kingdom,eat KFC, play some more until i end up watching 4 episode of Hikaru No Go.I notice that the connection with the internet is getting worse.Downloading become so slow and it drives me mad.Supposedly, i could download 70MB files in 7 minutes but now it takes almost 40 minutes.What the hell is wrong with you?

My character is at level 24 now and it’s only matter of time i get to use that powerful 2 handed axe (forgot the name already).Seems like i need companion to take down those Bandit general.They could easily wiped me out in 4 stroke.Most of the guys, i don’t know,they didn’t bother to the quest and they keep leveling like mad,Kicking those Denng Mu’s ghost butt ( if they had any) until i notice when i stop play the game at 4 o clock and continue palying it at 10 p.m they still there keep beating those ghost sorry asses.Uishh…how long can you lock into games guys?well, i only confront the situation if I’m in front my PS2 playing the infamous Final Fantasy series or the Star Ocean titles.I could go on for hour and hours till i fell asleep on the couch.Hey, I even can continue playing them in my dreams.Unfortunately, it couldn’t be done using the X box 360 unless you want to win yourself the legendary Three Ring Of Death.

I heard the new Star Ocean will come out soon, and i was hoping that i could finish it before i went back to college.Well, talking about games, i already gather a lots of games, and when i mean a lot, its a lot lor~Assassin Creed,Last Remnant,Devil May Cry 4,Call of Duty 4,call of Duty 5, Warhammer 2, hospital tycoon,Fallout 3 and lots more.When could i possible finished all of this title.Guess it won’t be in the near future doesn’t it…Not to mention the my Nintendo DS’s title.

When i went back to Kuantan, my hope was that my stress and pressure from study could be lifted.I guess i was wrong, even in Kuantan got lots of issues and problems that if, given an option, i want to avoid it.But i guess something we need to confront rather than keep those issues become worse.Lots of thing happen here, and to tell the truth , i already fed up with all of the conflict and useless argument that people keep bringing up just ..i don’t know maybe some of us really love confrontation and thought that world revolves around us.They are wrong i told you, cause world doesn’t revolve around you.

I love blogging and mind you,i could rant and writing all types of nonsense that i could ever think of in my head and still if there is a reader i will appreciate it.Most of us like to comment what the people are writing either it could be because of the idea or the way somebody elaborate the flow of the story i don’t know.Let me remind you, blogging is a medium for one to express themselves and to pour their thought and ideas into it.One thing for sure, nobody ask the reader to use blog as a guidance in their daily life.Some people, maybe they think, oh the blog is talking about me and start to make up stories or comment that the writer is nonsense and cruel or bad.Well, if you don’t like those blog, stop reading it,nobody will force you to read it.Am i right?

I read lots of blog from politic till the blog that tells daily activities.Even though i disagree with some of the opinion state in those blog, the less i could do is to express my opinion by commenting the articles.Remember,just give our side point of view not to force people to believe in what believe in.There are some blog that tell about jokes that make me laugh my arse off.I cant remember but i did come across one blog that talks about how a guy is badmouthing a girl and in the end, the guy is actually has feeling for that girl.It’s a funny story and i give kudos to the writer.Either she/he is good in writing  jokes,or she is good in making up story, or even she is trying to tell the whole world how famous or beautiful she is.I can remember who is the writer but im ensure you that the writer is a girl.Why would a guy writing something from a girl point of view.I could be mistaken though hurm~ahhh never mind.

So i can see lots of blog space is spreading like mushroom today.If only we could eat them hehehe…Im getting sleepy and i don’t want to miss my Jumaat’s prayer so i see you tommorow.

Alexa- Jangan Kau Lepas

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Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepaskanku
dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu

Ku takkan pernah tertawa
Ku takkan pernah bahagia
Ku takkan pernah merasakannya
Bila kau tak di sini
Ku takkan pernah tertawa
Ku takkan pernah sempurna
Ku takkan pernah merasakanmu
Bila kau tak di sini
oh..

Izinkan aku berlutut mengharap kau tuk kembali
Izinkan aku berharap dirimu kembali
Dan kembali
Dan kembali lagi

Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepaskanku
dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu
Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepaskanku
dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu

Ku takkan pernah tertawa
Ku takkan pernah bahagia
Ku takkan pernah merasakannya
Bila kau tak di sini
Ku takkan pernah tertawa
Ku takkan pernah sempurna
Ku takkan pernah merasakanmu
Bila kau tak di sini
oh..

Izinkan aku berlutut mengharap kau tuk kembali
Izinkan aku berharap dirimu kembali
Dan kembali
Dan kembali lagi

[Reff:]
Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepaskanku
dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu

Three kingdoms – The battle begins

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Three Kingdoms: The Battle Begins tells the story of the fateful last reign of the Han dynasty (206 B.C.-A.D. 220), when the Chinese empire was divided into three warring kingdoms. This decisive period in Chinese history became a subject of intense and continuing interest to historians, poets, and dramatists.I just recently join this MMORPG and i find i quite interesting.For those whose interest in the three warring state era, should play this game.

Three Kingdoms: The Battle Begins tells this story and offers players a chance to choose from 4 exciting and unique character classes to help battle through 200 fantastic levels filled with boss monsters and their relentless minions. As players experience the world of Three Kingdoms: The Battle Begins they can rewrite world history by carefully planning and executing political assassinations.

This is my character: Say Hye will you..

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