Kelawar…

Sebelum nak masuk belajar ney saya sudah di ibaratkan kelawar kerana berjaga malam dan tido di siang hari.Wah nak jadi Batman ker?Tapi elok jugak,bukan apa save duit tak keluar rumah atau bandar.Ye ar kalau keluar kang memacam pulak nak beli dan makan.Seyesly saya sangat suke makan asalkan benda tu sedap ngeh~Ney tengah tulis ney pun tgh makan mempelam yang di petik di hadapan rumah.Sedap seyh..

Tadi dalam tengah mamai mamai, GG call mengajak ke taman gelora.Call yang kali ke berapa pun tak tahu lah , so memandangkan tengah lapar jadi pergi jer lar.GG dah lama keluar dengan Edward Cullen so kira baru nak join lah,maklumlah takleh tgk matahari hehehe.Sampai di situ, terjumpa Mumu @ Mutiah kawan si GG yang selalu diperkatakan apabila GG berbicara dengan cousin ku Idham.haha Am aku dah jumpa dulu Razz

Tetiba termasuk lah cerita tentang Harry Potter, dimana G dengan Mumu nak pergi menonton.Walaupun aku peminat HP tapi agak tidakberpuas hati lah dengan cerita kali ney yang agak hambar bagi aku.Ye lah,maybe tak boleh nak bandingkan sangat dengan buku tapi plot – plot yang agak tidak penting banyak di ketengahkan.Kebanyakkan tentang love life bebudak di Hogwarts tu.Well we got Twilight for that kan?Miss D pun minat Twilight, or she more into that Robert Pattinson guy @ IQ Razz and i remember Kak Shanaz pun minat membaca cerita ney.Maybe ceritanya agak menarik kepada kaum hawa rasanya.Cakap pasal buku tetiba, G teringat somebody promise dia that book hehehe…full set pulak terus di telefon ney that tall, dark and handsome boy claim.Memacam ~ Laugh

Tengah borak-borak,banyak lah menda yang di mengarutkan.”Biar orang buat kita jangan kita buat orang” tetiba sahaja benda yang ungkapkan G mengingatkan aku kepada seseorang yang pernah mengucapkan benda yang sama kepada aku last year tersenyum aku seorang kerana ayat G sebijik macam Am hahaha.Well, i half agreed dengan apa yang anda berdua perkatakan, thats why i already taken nasihat dari Am tu tahun lepas.Tapi guys, sometimes, kita kene make our stand, nak nak benda yang orang buat tu tak sepatutnya terjadi atau pun mungkin kerana orang itu dengki atau tidak senang duduk atau simply boring atau pun takde assignment nak buat (hehehe macam ayat orang tu jer)…..

So thats why kekadang kalau kita sabar, elok, tapi kekadang kena jugak bagi cili bagi die rasa pedasnyer.Maybe Am terlalu baik atau G penyabar (tapi lepas dengar cerita nak meletup jugak kan) so itulah apa yang saya rasa.Harap kamu berdua paham iyerk?So lepas lepak2, Mumu kata nak tgk tc so round la jap ke tc, edward naik bersama saya memandangkan die takmo terbang takut di lihat orang.Lama tak datang tc banyak pulak perubahan nyer.Banyak pokok dah takde,dan kena tebang.G dengan penuh semangat bercerita yang kiteorang pernah membuat BBQ di sini.Teringat aku time tu, Aku, Am, Amie, Nami bersemangat bangun pepagi dari subuh, siap marionate lagi.Kemudian bergegas ke rumah Tok teh mengoreng nasi.Pergh memang nasi goreng korang terbaik la wei!!!!

banyak member yang join aritu sampai lah ada member sorunk tu yang aku tak knl dengan tengkok patah nyer pun datang jugak dah la kena harung air.G tak abis2 memanggil menggelarkan si Dini bunga kerana bunga yang di pakainya.haha ramai peminat Farid kat sini nak buat guane henseng.Anugerah Romeo sesaja je kalau tak ramai peminat.Tapi tu semua tahun lepas, tahun ney banyak sangat benda yang tak patut berlaku angkara manusia tertentu haih kalau lah DIE takda dalam lingkaran hidup gue sudah pasti semuanya tenang iyerk?Kawan semua boleh berkawan,takde buruk sangka,takde tuduh-menuduh, takde nak pecah belahkan kaum keluarga,putuskan persaudaraan, pertelingkahan bodoh-bodoh,membazir kredit,membazir masa,memeningkan kepala,menyebar cerita kepada si makciknya yang sememamng takde pertalian dengan nya tapi dengan muka tak malu mengaku makcik nyer(apa aku merepek ney aduyai), kekadang nak gelak rasa bile orang boleh percaya dengan kata si DIA masakan tidak nyer DIE pernah facialkan muke ex bf die tapi menipu bf DIE yang facial muke adik ex bf DIE.”Aik tak pe ker? alah saya kata saya buat muke si adik”.Kekadang DIE lupe kedua-duanya cousin aku hahaha(ney mengarut apa lagi ney?aduyai).Tapi nak buat macam mana ujian kehidupan orang kabor betul?

Well,buat masa kini saya sangat seronok dengan kehidupan sekarang.Dengan famili,kengkawan, si comel saya,adik die si nakik,pelajaran,kewangan dan sekeliling.bak kata-kata princess una, almost perfect ar.eceh sorry pinjam ayat anda.Kalau lah saya mengenali anda sebelum ini mesti sangat seronok, ye lah bertahun kenal nama tak pernah kenal orang, hope u can meet my miss D.Well,macam tak pernah jumpe (teringat sungei wang) tiap kali lalu kat situ teringat peristiwa itu.I meant lepak2 bebetul lar minum ker apa ker…well maybe akan tiba waktu tu who knows?Oh princess una pun suke twilight.Memang majoriti peminat wanita lar.

Uih ney blog ke cerita bersiri panjang giler tulis hahaha thanks kerana sudi membaca tau…penat jer.

P.s Merah – merah tu saje nak bagi ceria weyhey!!!!

?Feeling?

why should i felt this after hearing the news..

im suppose i should feel happy for you don’t i..

why oh why…

if only i could lost something that i own..

i would be better..

something beating every second…

something called heart

I try to hold on but it hurts too much

Ironic isn’t it?The one you love always be the one that hurt you the most.The one that you care about always end up hurting your own feeling.In relationship either it can be between couples or among friends, the one that you care about is the one that make you suffer.People always said that, everything happen for a reason even we might not know what the reason really is.

Feeling is a very complicated things.We cant force ourselves to be happy or sad, we can only pretend that we do.The downside is the act of pretending has certain limit.People that hurt your feeling is different when the one you love acting the same way.The act is completely different and the impact is also different.

Once when a friend said, Love’s hurt.I don’t believe it at all.How come it could be hurtful when you’re with someone you love and adore?Telling me a bull are you?Seems like he was right anyway,and sometimes the pain is unbearable beyond i have even imagined.

I always good at fixing things.I always have.Back in the days, my friends often ask my opinion when they have difficulties and i every, almost every time i manage to solve the problem.Seems like i the ability has abandon me at last.I’m in a ruined and i really frightened me when i realise that i have to face it alone without no one.Loneliness,maybe that is the thing that everybody tried to avoid after they finally found someone.

I thought i could managed it like before, but maybe i was wronged all along.I could if i stay the same way like before not until i have met someone.Someone that make me realize that i also have a heart.The simple creation yet have many functions.I hope i can get through this trouble time with ease.That is all i have left, HOPE.


Piss off~

I’m really piss.Why are you doing this to me?she was a big fat liar.Telling me to stay put and wait for her.Do you think I’m stupid enough to be played like that?I was wondering if i really have waited for you, i don’t even think that you will show up…Upon my arrival, i saw you are laughing madly with those $#%^$%^.What?You think you fool me?Calling me to eat the same table with all of them?After what you do to me?Hell!!!!! I’m pissed off!!!I don’t know what is wrong with you lately.Asking for trouble, made up trouble, is making me suffer your hobby?You got nothing better to do right?You have change so much till i don’ even know know who are you anymore.Liar!!!!Liar!!!!Liar!!!!With your butt still sitting on that very the same chair, i could n’t believe you would actually have the ability to lie msg me every minutes with “otw” that’s on the way for those who did n’t know. In order to convince me that you are on your way whereas you never move on the very same spot.What is your problem?


Too much hatred

There are saying ” Cintailah seseorang itu dengan berpada – pada kerana mungkin satu hari nanti anda akan membencinya dan bencilah seseorang it dengan berpada – pada kerana mungkin satu hari nanti anda akan mencintainya”.Well, do you believe in this phrase?Part of me want to believe it, but another part said other wise.

Let face it, there is no such things as ” Puaskan hati semua orang”, and if somebody manage to find the way, do contact me and explain briefly.Certain people has gift or charm which no matter what they do, people still like them.However, on the other side, there are some type of people who can satisfied others in every single thing that they do.Do you ever hate some one?If you don’t, then kudos to you…

We hate people for many reason.They hurt us physically or mental.They do horrible thing to us.However,we could only hate them because of jealousy or because we envy them.Hurm, human, never satisfied don’t they.Well aren’t we all just like that.That’s why there’s a word that you need to study.”Syukur”..

People just hate seeing others happy and they try to destroy that happiness with any valid reason.Seeing others happy is so painful to them since they might not get the same treatment , or they are neglected by their surrounding.They will do everything in their power to influence those around them to act and behave the way they want it.If they are unhappy, others can’t have it too.

I know someone who possess these behavior (should i refer she/he as someone since i already called them nonhuman hehehe)…However her skill in persuading others is legendary.With her tears and sad face more resemblance to pig face if you must say..could capture those fool’s heart and mind..I don’t blame them, she maybe use some kind of black magic in order to do that.For those who is very fortunate is not in this sick animal’s cycle of life.I envy you, cause i know it will haunt me for the rest of my life.

Based on my word, you could detect that there’s a little hatred in it.No~ lot’s of hatred in it you might say.For some people, when they thought everything was quite, it was the end of the journey.OH NO, they are wrong, it;s not the end, it’s only a calm phase before the big tide coming.So better prepare before the tide was unleashed.Even the big wave will swap away you’re stupid tears of drama queen.Tears don’t work for me,anymore.

Guys, it’s not a good idea to keep hatred in your heart, but you will be foolish to just let it go.When the time’s come, it need to settle.Thing’s undone,need to be settle..this i ensure you.Before im writing anymore nonsense,it’s better if i hit the bed hehehehe.

When an Ex wants to be friends

Sometimes it’s great when an ex wants to be friends but mostly it is not. Maybe you want nothing to do with your ex anymore because it’s over or maybe you want to be much more than friends with your ex.Whatever your feelings are, you need to know why your ex wants to be friends before you agree to be friends. As you will see, their reason may not be as innocent as you might think.

If you still care for your ex you could be setting yourself up to get used and hurt. If you don’t, you could be setting yourself up for a whole lot of trouble by giving your ex false hopes or allowing them into your life, as “your friend.”So, to help you make up your mind about whether or not it is a good idea to be friends with your ex here are possible reasons why they think it is.
To make sure you identify the real reason, be very honest about your ex – what type of person they are. Is it really possible your ex still cares for you, are they possibly vengeful and spiteful, or is your ex stringing you along?

One of the more harmless reasons why an ex wants to be friends is they think it is a kinder, gentler way to end your relationship. They have had a hard time deciding to break up and an even harder time doing it. They feel guilty about hurting you and want to do what they can to make you feel good about yourself. In practice, being downgraded from lover to friend – “You’re a great person and I’d like to stay friends” can be more of an insult than a comfort. Another possibility is that your ex wants to be friends because it makes life easier. You still mix with the same people, hang out at the same places, and so on. They don’t want you to cramp their style by getting get jealous, angry or creating a scene. In other words, by asking you to be friends your ex is basically asking you to guarantee you’ll “act nice.” That way they won’t have to hide out and miss out on the action.

It’s possible your ex wants to be friends because they still love you. If it has been a while since you broke up you may be thinking quite the opposite – that wanting to be friends is a sign they have finally accepted the break up. Don’t be fooled. It’s more likely a sign they want you back. Remember, it can take time for a hurt and angry ex who still loves you to realize they need some kind of contact – such as being friends – to have a chance of winning you back.If your ex ended the relationship, they may want to be friends to keep their options open. They want to try life without you but keep you “on ice” as a back up option if it doesn’t work out. One of the biggest dangers is that they don’t necessarily intend to get back together. They may only be interested in stringing you along for sex. Either way, this brand of “friendship” will usually include a healthy dose of flirtation designed to keep you interested and available.

As you can see, when an ex wants to be friends there are good reasons to think very carefully about whether or not it is a good idea. This is why, when an ex wants to be friends, you need to wonder why this is not enough – what they are hoping to gain.